
….mindless concentration…

….mindless concentration…
Eyes still closed, half awake. Pondering which step to take. Either decision could spell my doom. Stay right here, leave this room. Soon, you’ll be hearing the voice. It’s time, make your choice.

…let me forget about today until tomorrow…
I am both. I contain each. Equal parts. Evening it out. Making it straight. Not so high, always kinda late. It’s somewhat hard to regulate. Exactly what I need to speculate. ..
Sugar sweet, on two feet. Baby doll, on a stroll. Snapping her fingers, looking so fine. Can’t believe the girl is mine. Sometimes I win. At times life is very sublime.
I turn around, where are you? I hoped you’d stay. I pretend anyway. Take my heart, piece of me, bad memory? Vicious love, the desperate kind. I never see. I always find…..

Ezra and I….Morning ritual….
…at times it’s hard to tell…other times you just can’t sell….all the things that can’t be found…when actually they are all around…gibberish sometimes is fine…..I’m smiling all down the line….
The shelves are empty, the room is bare. Contents removed, packed away with care. Warmth and love resided here. Joyous laughter filled the air.
Empty shadows and barren shelves are what remain. The wonderful memories, we will retain. It will happen, we know it’s true. Letting go is hard to do.

…my childhood home…sadly been prepping for sale…