It’s a one way deal, that’s a fact. I’m in in love, not loved back. Desperate feelings are quite intense. Swirling about, makes no sense. Her words are sweet. Her actions dreadful. Leaving me, forlorn and regretful….
Tag: Heartache
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I’ll save my tears, one by one. Deposit them in a cup. Fill it up. Dump it in a river. See if they float. I’ll bet they won’t. They’ll sink so low, I’m sure it’s so. No problem, not this time. I’m all dried up, the sun still shines….
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Words couldn’t share, wouldn’t even dare. They are incapable of. It’s not fair, don’t blame them. Words just couldn’t comprehend. Her smile and grace, from another place. A place so rare and so fine, mere words could never define.
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Tears dried up, spirits intact. I laugh, survived another attack. Love sickness disease. Of the highest degree. Romance disorder, over and over. Again and again. Revolving door love, it just makes me grin.
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Craving contentment, carrying resentment. Never revealing, always concealing. Today this, tomorrow that. Wondering where I’m at. Over there, around here. Wish I could dissappear.
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Out of mind, tired, can’t unwind. What happened, was it ever so? I remember you saying, I’m always staying. Even while you were letting go. Devious methods, ruthless demands. Leaving me helpless, driving me mad.
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Leaving quietly, stealthy. Memories, bad luck behind. Sunlight ahead, beginning to shine. Forget the past, it never lasts. Never give up, refuse to cave in. Stay stubborn, you may win.
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….so very grateful….the storm inside my soul…now, somewhat under control…
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So close, left behind. Leaving memories. Empty, blind. Where are you now? Cross town? Fake life, lost and found. I go on, that’s what I do. Once again, without you.
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Her picture on my phone, so many years ago. Loved her way back then, in my heart again. Far too long alone, she lives inside my soul. Memories haven’t changed, feelings still the same. Still, remembering the pain, how does love remain?
Escape Reality 